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Wow he finally stood up for me, us and our friendship. This man along side of me in this picture will forever and always be on my heart. We may not be together romantically and he may not be my boyfriend but the bond that we have can never be broken by anyone. I will forever and always have this mans back.

 I don’t know why people keep insistingly hating on our bond. Do they really hate me that much that they keeping saying stuff even after they drove me away. I’m gone…. That’s what they wanted… And they got it!!! They never have to see me again, but please let us have a friendship because if you don’t you will only drive him away. You will lose him as your friend and I know nobody wants that. The people in his world need to respect his decisions and the people in his life. I have never done him dirty or wrong, so why do they hate me so much??? 

I’ll never understand the mentality of the people in his world. But understand this… I may not be around physically but I am still around. We talk all the time and we are great friends!! You and everyone else in his world will never and can never break our bond. He’s a better man because me. He will be doing amazing things because of my influence. And I’m a better woman because of him. What can you say you have done for him??? And that question goes to everyone in his world.

Wow he finally stood up for me, us and our friendship. This man along side of me in this picture will forever and always be on my heart. We may not be together romantically and he may not be my boyfriend but the bond that we have can never be broken by anyone. I will forever and always have this mans back.

I don’t know why people keep insistingly hating on our bond. Do they really hate me that much that they keeping saying stuff even after they drove me away. I’m gone…. That’s what they wanted… And they got it!!! They never have to see me again, but please let us have a friendship because if you don’t you will only drive him away. You will lose him as your friend and I know nobody wants that. The people in his world need to respect his decisions and the people in his life. I have never done him dirty or wrong, so why do they hate me so much???

I’ll never understand the mentality of the people in his world. But understand this… I may not be around physically but I am still around. We talk all the time and we are great friends!! You and everyone else in his world will never and can never break our bond. He’s a better man because me. He will be doing amazing things because of my influence. And I’m a better woman because of him. What can you say you have done for him??? And that question goes to everyone in his world.

Good Morning World!!!! It’s time to receive all good vibes and conquer everything that stands in my way.

Good Morning World!!!! It’s time to receive all good vibes and conquer everything that stands in my way.

Cori’s bridal shower :-)

Cori’s bridal shower :-)

Confidence

Tonight I had an amazing class. My professor just informed me that I continue to impress him every class and that I am understanding and progressing faster than what he thought would happen and the rest of the people in class. Ahhh this is sooo amazing. I’m up against people that have been in this industry for 10+ years. I feel unstoppable :-D

Never again

I vow to never to let my emotions get the best of me… I won’t have another breakdown. I can’t re-write the past I have to learn how to deal with it.

Fifty Shades of Grey

OMGosh it’s nearly 3:30am and I haven’t been able to put this book down since 12:30am…. WoW talk about unbelievable erotic fantasy lovers book. At this rate I won’t be able to sleep, I’ll keep reading until I finish the book. This character Christian Grey is smart, mysterious, young, well put together, great looking and sexy as hell. DAMN!!!! Im inlove ;-)

THATS RIGHT!!! It feels good to be back :-)

THATS RIGHT!!! It feels good to be back :-)

Facility Finance

Well my professor emails us all at 7:15am and decides that we have to study the attachment that he just sent to us before we arrive to his class today at 6pm… So I’m reading it and studying it; needless to say this class has nothing to do with numbers and all about operational facility theories and procedures… This is going to be a hard class with lots of studying. FML!!!!! :-‘(

I think I’m going to need to study in a wine cellar LOL :-D

City Today

Back to the city for my facility finance class… I haven’t even arrive and already the professor sent us a shit load of work. Yikes this is going to be an intense class….


Wish me Luck!!!! :-)

Things will get better

Things will get better

Part Time…. For now.

Back in the city starting next week. Part time, but slowly coming together. Things will get better.

Never the same… So good bye!!

I have realized that things will never be the same. I can no longer look back and wonder. I am a different person because of this. I wish I could say im happier but I’m not. In my heart i feel bitter, malice and resentment. I gave you everything and now theres no more of me to give anyone. It’s going to be a slow recovery to get back to the caring, fun loving person I used to be. And truth be told I’m not sure if I can ever let someone back into my heart the way I did with you because I couldn’t survive another heart ache. I struggled and did so much when we were together and I’m still struggling and doing so much not to have my heart in pieces. It seems like everything was easy for you while I’m suffering. So good bye tumblr I can’t keep posting and seeing your things. It’s time to heal myself.

Good bye!!

My twins new car… So happy for her!!!

My twins new car… So happy for her!!!